Flawed Mangoes - The Edge of Memory Slowed 1hr + 8hrs Rain, Thunderstorms, Affirmations Black Screen

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This year has been tough. Here's what's helped me through my most sleepless lonely nights.

Perfectly looped, #slowed #sad and #nostalgic #sleep music with positive affirmations to refuel my inner-child and kill my ego.

Cry to this if you must. Do it on purpose. Think about everything that's bad. But also think about everything that's good. I know you wish you could put things back together, but nothing's broken.

What feels like heartbreak is actually just a reminder that your heart works and it works hard. A beating heart isn't a broken one. It's perfectly executing when you need it most, beating harder and faster than ever.

What you feel in there is good news. Maybe it's just the physical manifestation of the realization of your ability to love and love hard.

Be proud of that. It means you care(d) about something. Now give that same energy back to yourself because maybe they didn't and it's exactly what you deserve. Who better than to give it to you other than yourself?

It's YOUR love you needed in return for what you gave. Not anyone else's. And it's possible they're not even capable of giving. They weren't even capable of receiving, yet you still gave.

Incredible,
You are.

Now lay down and enjoy 1 hour of Memories (the good ones that I know you'll miss)

Then 7 remaining hours of subtle rains and thunder atop recurring affirmations about all that's come and awaiting your ability to receive.

Everything you're hoping for is already there at arm's reach. You've just got to grab it and begin to pull yourself closer to it. You feel like you're waiting for IT, but IT is waiting for YOU.

Believe you have it now. Believe you had it yesterday. Close your eyes and see it. Let your body feel it. Touch it with your fingertips. Walk up to it, around it, beside it. Know that it's there. See it in detail.

Wake up tomorrow and begin to pull yourself towards the reality you've been rejecting by prioritizing others.

It's your turn to experience the prioritization of you. You don't need good luck. You have a good heart and that's more than enough. Take the chance while you still have it and know that all is well.

Do this once weekly and let me know when you feel just one step closer to the life that's waiting for you.

Comfortable your dreams, but beautiful this new reality that rewards you for stepping outside of your comfort zone indefinitely. You deserve it.

- Cory

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This reminds you of Liminal Spaces that you remember but never visited. It reminds you of your youth and helps you uncover or rediscover the child in you and those desires that were hidden behind the burden of responsibility.

The nostalgic vibrations will bring you back to past moments that you love and hate where you were your most vulnerable, in deep love or hurt if not all of the above.

It should remind you of how beautiful life can be even when things weren't / aren't meant for you. The good news is you felt deeply about those moments, things or people. The great news is that if you can feel deeply about the things that didn't work out, imagine how you'll feel when they do.

That's something to look forward to. And in all that you've been through, there's one thing that's been constant.

You.

Comment and let me know that you are suffering and I'll be looking forward to your return when you can confidently respond again to tell me that you're okay.

I was suffering once and I needed people like me. If I can be what you need right now, I would be honored. All the love you gave to them is theirs to keep. Little do you know, you've hardly emptied your supply.

Though they never gave you much in return, you never needed much any ways. How incredible is that display of capacity on your part? It's time for you to love someone who will appreciate it.

Go to a mirror tomorrow morning after releasing your deep - beautiful emotions tonight - and introduce yourself to someone who will now receive all that you've had to give since you were a child. 🖤